Isn’t it weird when you find it hard to talk to somebody then you suddenly open up to that person without having any second thoughts? It happened to me yesterday. It’s a feeling that is hard enough to fathom. I never realized that one day I’d open up to lexi without having second thoughts or doubting if I should go on and spill the beans. The thing is we barely even talk in person for an unknown reason. I try really hard to talk to her whenever I see her but of course being “torpe” as I am I find it hard to do so. Do you know exactly how it feels when you’re near the person yet you feel that you are separated by mountains? Sometimes I feel just like that whenever I see her. I can sense that I have to say a thousand things to her but the moment that I lay my eyes on her everything just blurs out leaving me with absolutely nothing to say. Those awkward moments has taught me a lot. It has taught me to act fast because you’ll never really know as to how long she is going to be free. The reason why I refused to act on my feelings before is that I don’t want anyone to get hurt. I want to make sure of what I’m really feeling before I do anything. Sometimes it’s just my choice to leave her and just hope that she’ll come back again. Waiting is a virtue and it serves as something to look forward to. It gives hope to those who feel like breaking down. If it’s really meant to be it’s worth the wait. True love waits….
Here is a song expressing how I really feel. It talks of how a person that is so in love is willing to see his love one go away to explore. yet all the while he is waiting for that person to comeback. Deep inside the person knows that the one he set free would comeback because they are meant to be.
"Standing At The Edge Of The Earth"
I knew that this moment would come in time
That I'd have to let go and watch you fly
I know you're coming back so why am I dying inside
Are you searching for words that you can't find
Trying to hide your emotions but eyes don't lie
Guess there's no easy way to say goodbye
So I'll be standing at the edge of the earth
Hoping that someday you'll come back again
I'll be standing at the edge of the earth hoping for someday
Don't misunderstand what I'm trying to say
I don't want to let you leave this way
I want you to know that I stand right by your side
And I know this may be
The very last time that we see each other cry
But whatever happens know that I'll....
I'll be standing at the edge of the earth
Hoping that one day you'll come back again
I'll be standing at the edge of the earth hoping that someday
You'll come back to me
I'll be praying for whatever it's worth
Believing that one day you'll come back to me
I'll be standing at the edge of the earth
Hoping for someday
And I know this may be
The very last time that we see each other cry
But whatever happens know that I'll....
I'll be standing at the edge of the earth
Hoping that one day you'll come back again
I'll be standing at the edge of the earth hoping that someday
You'll come back to me
I'll be praying for whatever it's worth
Believing that one day you'll come back to me
I'll be standing at the edge of the earth
Hoping for someday
Waiting for someday Believing in someday
Praying for someday, I'll be....
Longing for someday Clinging to someday
Cherishing someday, I'll be....
Thinking of someday Dreaming of someday
Wishing for someday, I'll be....
Living for someday Counting on someday
Knowing that one day....
I will see you
