If there is one thing I hate it’s definitely backstabbers. I don’t like users, losers and self abusers. Im so fucked up with people who call themselves your friends but when you turn around they stab you at your back like they’ve gone completely insane. What am I talking about? Well, I accidentally eavesdrop on a conversation that was being discussed by my so called friends. I think I heard them saying something against me. What’s up with people nowadays? Why can’t they just have the balls and say it in my face? It’s pissing me off! I hate it when people greet me with their warmest smiles and victimize me using their sharp tongues when I’m not there. I know I don’t have the right to judge these people. I’m just voicing out my side. I’m still trying to be in good terms with them. I just can’t believe that they could just do something like that! I’m not bragging about it but they owe a lot to me and they know that. You can’t just simply fuck me off when you owe me one. Where are their loyalty and their delicadesa? Sometimes dogs are better companions than humans because dogs have a concept of loyalty and trust. What I don’t understand is why humans cant have that loyalty when their brains are much larger than the dog’s? Trust is always an issue for me. I trust my friends and I do everything to be loyal to them. The million dollar question is, why could they do such a thing? From now on I don’t care what other people say about me. It’s better to be brutally frank and hurt someone’s feeling than to keep quiet and just backstab them later. Besides this is who I am. I am a straight forward person. Why should I change myself if that’s what who I am? I cant force myself into becoming someone I’m not. I hate it when society dictates who we are. People are just like penguins! They have to walk , act and even look the same. I don’t want to be part of that group. I want to be myself. I want to express what I feel. I don’t care whether I hurt people with my comments as long as I’ve said it in front of their face. It’s better than saying it behind their back. That’s too much drama. I’ll have to move on then. I watched "The Notebook" last night. It got me crying like hell! Its definitely a tearjerker. I don’t have anything to write anymore. I just like the fact that I got all my feelings out.
