It is 2:33 am. I’m finding it hard to sleep. I am restless! The moment I went to bed random thoughts started to baffle in my head. I feel like there was no option for me left but to scribble out my thoughts ASAP that is why I find myself in front of the PC typing my thoughts. It may sound absurd that I am blogging at this bizarre hour. I feel so alone. I feel it is really weird because I have everything I wanted but still I feel so alone. I’m having fun, my family is great, my friends are the best and things are going fine but still I feel alone. I was thinking about why I am feeling this. I got the answer straight from the CD player. As I was on my bed I was pondering a lot of things. In the end the song gave me the clue as to why I am feeling so lonely. It turns out that there is one thing I lack and that is love life. Before I have learned how to ignore it but in time I am longing for it. Every human is longing for attention, for care, for affection and of course for love. I just feel like it is out of this world to be dreaming about love and depending on it to become happy. I have never been this way before and I must say that it is strange. Out of the blue I find it hard to sleep just because of love? Are we talking about the same person here? I never imagined this would happen to me. Feeling so alone gives me the feeling of depression. God, I am not crazy I am just longing for love. I know somebody is out there for me but I cant stand the long wait. I know I am young and there are still a lot of things that I should be more concerned of. I am only human and I cant help it. I need to be complete and I want somebody to make me feel that way. Why am I feeling this? I am really having a hard time. I want to get a goodnight sleep but these thoughts are bugging me. What is weird is that I dont want to be in a hurry but hell my heart is longing for somebody.
