I’ve always thought that I am not complete without having somebody on my side. I know I am too young to search for love but I kept praying that God would give me somebody whom I will love. My life is like a soap opera and what is lacking is the girl for me. So I kept on asking God for somebody whom I will love. I think I made the wrong prayer. A few days ago, I did find somebody I love. I mean, I am willing to take bullets for that person. God really answered my poor cries. He did give me somebody to love but the catch is there are four of them. It is so difficult because we can only love one person. I am falling all for these four lovely individuals. I am really finding it hard to focus and set my eyes on only one of them. Nevertheless I made the decision to pick somebody. At first, it started out well. We had so many things in common. We even talked over our mobile phones for hours (Mind you this is not Sun). That’s how crazy we are. She even told me that she thinks she loves me. We kept on talking on the phone and we ended at around 4 am the other day. I know pretty much that everything happened so fast. I couldn’t even believe it. We shared so many stories and we found out how we had so many things in common. For a short period of time I think I’m falling deeply for this person. It happened fast and in the same way it ended fast. That’s it a summer fling! I was so serious about it. I thought she was too. But later did I found out that panikip butas lang pala ako. Her bf left her that’s why she is looking for someone to fill in the gap. It didn’t end well. She just turned her back on me and she didn’t even say good-bye. All I know is that I can’t contact her anymore and that she is back with her ex. Why am I always victimized by love? Isnt it suppose to make someone happy. I always give my all and I don’t get it back. It happened to me over and over and I hate it. I always tend to love a person more than she can ever love me. I have encountered this feeling so many times already. For crying out loud, I am always serious and the people I like don’t always see that. They may think I am only playing but they should look into my heart and feel the beat. It never lies because all it knows is to beat for the person I love. When I was so down yesterday a friend welcomed me. She happens to be my ex.
I like to take this moment to thank the first girl who touched my life. You know who you are. We may not be lovers anymore but we are still friends and that’s one thing I love about you. You are the person I first ran into when she left me and I am glad you welcomed me with open arms. Mahal kita as a friend! I would like to thank you for everything.
-saLamat concern ka bat waLa ako date nun vaLentines
-saLamat binigay mo number mo
-saLamat nagtext ka
-saLamat cnakyan mo nun pinopormahan kita
-saLamat naramdaman mo na mahaL na paLa kita
-saLamat pi na inLove mo ko,
-saLamat nun aprriL 4
-saLamat sa paghanap pag di mo ko ma contact
-thanks sa sincerety mo nun na Late ka
-thanks sa unang pag hawak ko ng kamay mo
-thanks sa pagLakad Lakad khit nka heeLs ka
-thanks 4 Looking Laging presentabLe at maganda
-thanks sa Lahat ng attention na nakuha ko kase kasama kita
-thanks for taking interest in my intrest
-thanks sa unang subo ng pizza na cnubo mo
-thanks 4 ur trust
-thanks for not smoking
-thanks for your toLerance
-thanks for our pictures
-thanks for Laughing at my joke (kahit corny)
-thanks for fighting for me even wid ur friends
-thanks sa "wooden"braceLet
-thanks sa Lahat ng padaLa mo sa air21
-thanks sa pag appreciate ng mg regaLo ko
-thanks sa mga snaiL maiL
-thanks sa mga yahoo doodLes
-thanks sa pagkanta kasabay ko
-thanks sa pagshampoo ng mane&taiL sa buhok ko (kahit na pang kabayo yun at sa parlor pa!)
-thanks sa concern mo sa studies ko
-saLamat sa tawag pag nasa kiddie section ako
-saLamat pag puna sa ka kuLangan ko
-thanks for takin me to taco bell
Thanks ABBY! I’ve now accepted that we are just friends and that we are best friends. Mahal kita.
